passionkuw kembalilah !

gambarnya rada mencong...

proverbs 18:9
he who is loose and slack in his work is brother to him who is a destroyer and he who does not use his endeavors to heal himself is brother to him who commits suicide.

tempe ar dodol

yahooooo... (hardgay style, hahaha)
i'm not talking about advantages of eating tempe and dodol, hehehe...

yesterday's dream...
with tempe, lost in a hill with a strange car,
looks like solar power racing car... (the flat one..)
(wasn't told that I were the designer, hope not, hahaha)

tempe,
though we knew each other only in the last year...
she is a truly true friend,
appreciate when others doing good,
tell and help when others doing wrong,
taught me to say "no"...
but...
every time we were in the same car something strange happened...
I accidentally pressed horn at setraduta at 1am...
she accidentally (may be deliberately, hehehe) brushed against other car at dago...
and even in my dream...

last night dream...
dodol and ar waiting for me parked my bike at aloy's garage...
(a cool bike... but I hope it is my design... hihihi)
before an upacara bendera (flag ceremony???)...
forget to bring cap and use belt...

dodol,
I called her mamih,
super garing...
teman bermain dan belajar... b o b o bobo!
taught me and ar english... (never listened to the english teacher for 5 years at aloy sih...)
ready to help and listened whenever I need...

ar,
a friend who stayed calm when I was going mad...
audience when 2 thin guys abused by 2 twin giants, hahahaha...
(helping the giants sometimes, hihi)
basketball and futebol mate...

Proverbs 17:17
A friend loves at all times, and is born, as is a brother, for adversity.

sick with love...

raisins and apples...
they are actually good for health... mmm...

RAISINS
they are actually dried grapes...

Antioxidants: Raisins are rich in antioxidants to protect our bodies against free radical damage.
Energy: Raisins contain many vitamin B known for boasting energy before a sport game. (must eat before playin futebol!)
Fiber: Raisins are a good source of fiber for poo-poo, hehehe.
Healthy teeth: Raisins do not cause cavities and gum disease, but contains the oleanolic acid effective in killingthe bacteria that cause cavities and periodontal dental disease. (how about grape flavor candies?? hihihi)
Eyesight: Raisins are also a preventative measure for Macular Degeneration, which is the health of ur eyesight. (uh, i need them dong... i've already couldn't see worship leader's face clearly..., oh-no)
Bone health: Raisins contain Calcium...

www.associatedcontent.com

APPLES
an apple a day keeps the doctor away... (may be one thing that doctors hate the most is apple, hahaha...)
an apple can cost u hundreds of dollars, seek for discounted price? Ask koAnton, ups, Alvon... hihihi.

Vitamin C: Apples contain vitamin C that helps ur immune system.
Prevent heart diseases: Apples are rich in flavonoid known for their antioxidant effect to prevent both coronary heart disease and cardiovascular disease...
Prevent cancers: Apples prevent colon cancer, prostate cancer (mmm...) and breast cancer in women.
Protects ur brain: Apple has substances called phytonutrients to prevent neurodegenerative diseases like Alzheimer's and Parkinsonism... (pikun bisa ngga ya?, lupa nama org?)
Healthier lungs: A research at Uni of Nottingham shows that people who eat 5 apples or more per week has lower respiratory problems, including asthma....
Reduce bad cholesterol and increase good cholesterol: Apples contain phenols to do so
Prevent tooth decay: The juice of apples has properties that can kill up to 80% of bacteria. (so don't need to use listerin dong...)

www.succeedwiththis.com
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one more thing...
they will help u when u feel sick of love...

Song of Solomon 2:5
Sustain me with raisins, refresh me with apples, for i am sick with love

don't know how...
don't ask me...
hahahahahahaha...

destination addiction...

Most likely, I "menderita" a psychological thing called destination addiction...
(tenang, bukan penyakit langka berbahaya...)
means I am not living in the "now", but future...
I have too many dreams, and keep adding new dreams
it is impossible to achieve everything,

many times,
feel lazy, put off what can be done today, then dreaming about future,
causing I couldn't fulfilled many of my own target...

try to change this... semangat! (tp pengen tidur lg...hehe)

proverbs 10:5a
he who gathers in summer is a wise son...

to be a real man...

background song: what makes a man, by westlife...(hehehe...)

June 2007

novi asked me...
"so, what does make man a man ?"
I didn't answer it seriously...
g jg ga yakin jwbnnya...

September 2007

Wild at Heart by John Eldredge

God designed men to be...
dangerous...
passionate...
alive...
free...

God will initiate men...
to be real men....

but...I feel something is missing from this book... (may be too wild)

December 2007
forgot that I've appointment with dogi alredy...
I was goin to...
Christmas celebration exclusive for men... with theme "to be a real man"
teaching commitment to God, family, local church, amanat agung, etc...

ada ello tidak dgn selamat tinggal kasihnya
ada kesaksian ariwibowo masih dgn amsal 1:7nya...
ada pa niko dgn lawatan kesembuhannya...

then
there is one book with judul yg sangat menggoda,
yg katanya udh inspire many men and help single moms teaching their sons
"The Measure of a Man" by Sydney Poitier
(is it only sold in Sidney??)

too much...

proverbs 25:16
Never eat more honey than u need; too much may take u vomit.

ivan 10:12
vomit already...

livin in the Kingdom...

sang mamah woke me up at 9am,
she asked me to go to church (jadi sopir maksudnya...),
she wanted to hear ps. reza preaching...
"orangnya lucu," she said, a reason I got up, hahaha...

Ps. Reza Solihin: lucu abis, sunda abis, pinter abis juga
I didn't bring my bible since I had faith as big as biji strawberry that sang mamah would bring one, hehehehe...
but then I were told to take notes...
same message with last week,
put God in the first place...
but of course different story...

he said that Jesus preaches are all about Kingdom of Heaven...(belom research seh)
start with mat4:12-17 till acts1:1-5

udh jelas ayat hari ini pasti matthew 6:33
seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and he will provide u with all these other things...

ps. reza analogy:
seek first= membeli...
Kingdom of God= a house at Dago Pakar (rumah mewah nan mahal harusnya...)
all these things= bonus= payung cantik... (klo g tulis beautiful umbrella, rasanya pengen muntah ga seh? hihi)

many Christian focus on "payung cantik" rather than KoG... (may b me too...)
padahal... we wouldn't get tuh "payung cantik" at any cost, if we don't buy the house at Dago...

kotbahnya panjang seh, tp itu aja yg mo g ceritain... hiahahaha...